The need for fullfilment

It feels as if I’m narrowing down my life goals for my needs of nirvana as a commoner.

Most importantly to keep my anxiety under check I need to develop higher E Q as it would ensure I have a check on my mind. The relation between EQ and anxiety issues being inversely proportional has been scientifically proven. Even though the methods to measure my improvement may not be very accurate, I'm quite sure my husband would be able to sort it out for me whether I have improved in my state. I'm looking forward to a positive development as I'm sure it would help more of common people like me out there to practice to keep anxiety under check.

All this triggered from a comment I happened to keep hearing that emotional intelligence is a valuable key to a fulfilling relationship, I so love my husband.

Other would be to divide my ample time between above and an equally strong want of mine, ie to sense and feel trading and hence get to feel how money moved by minds power. To read and feel it more and if I get lucky, do a trade or two.

I also want to do crocheting and embroidery, a skill I want to pick up because I want something to pass onto my next generation which will definitely interest little ones and or the least, keep them warm during cold nights.

And connecting back to my old self is the highest need of mine all time and lastly, I want to cultivate my ability to sleep eight hours all days in my life.

See you all soon!